Thursday, February 13, 2003
Finally, Something New!
Maybe I was a little ambitious, trying to enter into my diary every day.
But I was trying to make sure I never left gaps like, well, this one!
So what’s the deal? Why the gap?
Easy, I’m feeling pretty… well… run down as of late. It might be the winter blahs, it might be missing Ian, it might be that the excitement of a new job, a new city and a new roommate has worn off, and it might be my new diet.
Probably a mixture of those things.
I can always try to address them. I could go on vacation somewhere sunny. I could spend more time with Ian. I could look at moving again. I could try to find another job. I could go back to inhaling any food that strays near me.
Hmmm… I could go with Ian to Nashville next month! It’s warm and sunny there, right? I could look around for places I might work once he moves there. I could just sit in the hotel and pig out.
Hey, I think I like that idea!
More on that later.
Until then, I think I’ll try to get to Toronto sometime soon. I want to visit Amanda. Maybe that’s what I’m missing. I haven’t seen her since Christmas! Or Jeri for that matter.
Amanda’s growing up, she’s never the same when I see her any more. Jeri’s also getting her diet back on track. She had a few bad months there, lol. I wonder if I’ve lost weight? I feel like I have, but who knows? I don’t have a scale here that can tell me.
I know that Amy’s gained weight. She really needs to ‘let go’ and understand that she can be happy without being 120 pounds. She just doesn’t believe me!
I think she might be coming around though. She likes letting me sketch her, which means she’s got some acceptance of her appearance. Or maybe she knows I’ll never show anyone my sketches!
To summarise I need to:
Jump Ian
Have a day of gluttony
Paint with Amanda
Convince Amy she’s sexy
Maybe I was a little ambitious, trying to enter into my diary every day.
But I was trying to make sure I never left gaps like, well, this one!
So what’s the deal? Why the gap?
Easy, I’m feeling pretty… well… run down as of late. It might be the winter blahs, it might be missing Ian, it might be that the excitement of a new job, a new city and a new roommate has worn off, and it might be my new diet.
Probably a mixture of those things.
I can always try to address them. I could go on vacation somewhere sunny. I could spend more time with Ian. I could look at moving again. I could try to find another job. I could go back to inhaling any food that strays near me.
Hmmm… I could go with Ian to Nashville next month! It’s warm and sunny there, right? I could look around for places I might work once he moves there. I could just sit in the hotel and pig out.
Hey, I think I like that idea!
More on that later.
Until then, I think I’ll try to get to Toronto sometime soon. I want to visit Amanda. Maybe that’s what I’m missing. I haven’t seen her since Christmas! Or Jeri for that matter.
Amanda’s growing up, she’s never the same when I see her any more. Jeri’s also getting her diet back on track. She had a few bad months there, lol. I wonder if I’ve lost weight? I feel like I have, but who knows? I don’t have a scale here that can tell me.
I know that Amy’s gained weight. She really needs to ‘let go’ and understand that she can be happy without being 120 pounds. She just doesn’t believe me!
I think she might be coming around though. She likes letting me sketch her, which means she’s got some acceptance of her appearance. Or maybe she knows I’ll never show anyone my sketches!
To summarise I need to:
Jump Ian
Have a day of gluttony
Paint with Amanda
Convince Amy she’s sexy