Monday, June 19, 2006
Roll Reversal
The only reason I’m not ‘officially’ gaining these days it because, well, I don’t know what form to fill out to make it official. I’ve seen the ‘Feedee Pledge’ floating around, I suppose I could fill that in, but that doesn’t seem like my style. I could come up with the Gainiac Club I’d intended. That could make things official too.
As I was saying, now that I’m actively gaining weight, and Ian is actively losing weight, we’ve slipped into a natural role reversal: Ian’s begun feeding me again! Oh, I’m still handling the cooking duties in the kitchen, but when it comes to snack time, Ian has been doing his best to ensure I’ve got a bottomless bowl of chips/ice cream/whatever I’m eating. He’s treating me like a spoiled princess again and I LOVE IT!
Saturday night was a perfect example. Amy came over to watch the hockey game with us, and rather than me keeping them happy and fed, Ian was scurrying around (well, he’s still far too fat to scurry, but there isn’t really a word for what Ian was doing. Ambling? Lumbering?) making sure that Amy and I had plenty to eat for the evening.
Speaking of Amy, and role reversal, I’m not feeling so tiny next to her any more. She’s still got 40 or 50 pounds on me, but with my own expansion, I don’t think the difference between us is such a big one. I’ve been getting her ‘hand me down’ clothes, and already we’re wearing the same top size. It’s just that huge ass of hers that’s making her bigger than me.
She is bigger than ever of course. She’s over 460 pounds now, and the weight really is catching up with her. I feel awkward just watching her waddle across the room! Her appetite keeps growing to match her though. She barely seemed to let up at the game at all. I know she’s always eaten lots, maybe it just seems like more since I’m eating along with her now!
It reminds me when she was first gaining, because I was losing weight then, and I really wanted to let go with her, to let her know that it’s something we could do together, something fun. Now we FINALLY get to do it. It really is a small, unfulfilled goal I didn’t even realise that I had.
As I was saying, now that I’m actively gaining weight, and Ian is actively losing weight, we’ve slipped into a natural role reversal: Ian’s begun feeding me again! Oh, I’m still handling the cooking duties in the kitchen, but when it comes to snack time, Ian has been doing his best to ensure I’ve got a bottomless bowl of chips/ice cream/whatever I’m eating. He’s treating me like a spoiled princess again and I LOVE IT!
Saturday night was a perfect example. Amy came over to watch the hockey game with us, and rather than me keeping them happy and fed, Ian was scurrying around (well, he’s still far too fat to scurry, but there isn’t really a word for what Ian was doing. Ambling? Lumbering?) making sure that Amy and I had plenty to eat for the evening.
Speaking of Amy, and role reversal, I’m not feeling so tiny next to her any more. She’s still got 40 or 50 pounds on me, but with my own expansion, I don’t think the difference between us is such a big one. I’ve been getting her ‘hand me down’ clothes, and already we’re wearing the same top size. It’s just that huge ass of hers that’s making her bigger than me.
She is bigger than ever of course. She’s over 460 pounds now, and the weight really is catching up with her. I feel awkward just watching her waddle across the room! Her appetite keeps growing to match her though. She barely seemed to let up at the game at all. I know she’s always eaten lots, maybe it just seems like more since I’m eating along with her now!
It reminds me when she was first gaining, because I was losing weight then, and I really wanted to let go with her, to let her know that it’s something we could do together, something fun. Now we FINALLY get to do it. It really is a small, unfulfilled goal I didn’t even realise that I had.
// posted by Charlotte @ 8:05:00 PM 
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That's so great that you and Amy can finally spend some "gainiac" time together! If she's only 40-50 pounds bigger than you, do you think you'd ever be able to catch up to her?
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