MsCezanne's Odyssey

While many people understand that anticipation is frequently the best part of anything, usually people will discuss their impatience, rather than their building excitement.

In all probability, come tomorrow I will be officially heavier than Ian, and the anticipation I'm feeling is absolutely incredible! It's not going to be a huge change, a couple pounds for me, a couple pounds for Ian. Our lives won't be drastically different, I've been 'fatter' than Ian by BMI for a while now, and given his exercise regimen and my eating routines, I've been 'effectively' fatter than Ian for quite some time now.

And yet... the wait is killing me!

It's a culmination, something we've been working towards, expecting, hoping, dreaming for almost a year now. All that time will come down to us hopping up on that scale tomorrow morning and changing our world.

Even if the changes aren't drastic, I can't wait to see how I feel about it, and how Ian feels about it.