Friday, March 09, 2007

I remembered an old post I did called the Feedee Quiz

http://mscezanne.blogspot.com/2004/02/my-feedee-quiz.html
I figured it was time to do this again. Last time I did it I regretted not doing when I was a Feedee. Well, since I AM now, seems like a good idea.

My Feedee Quiz
<- Some History --

1. At what age can you remember having your first fat fantasy?
23 years old. (No Change)

2. Who was the first fat person you admired/envied?
That was Jeri (No Change)

3. As a kid did you ever tell anyone you wanted to be fat or pad while playing?
It never appealed to me as a kid. (No Change)

4. At what age do you first remember overeating to intentionally get fatter?
24 (No Change)

5. Did you have any fat friends as a kid?
Not really (No Change)

6. Where you a fat kid?
Nope (No Change)

7. What is the heaviest you weighed before the age of 18?
112 pounds (No Change)

8. What is the heaviest you have weighed after the age of 18?
482 pounds

-- Relations --
9. Have you ever dated a Fat Admirer?
Yes! (No Change)

10. Have you ever dated an Feeder?
Yes! (No Change)
11. Have you ever been fed?
Yes! (No Change)

12. Would you rather be hand fed or encouraged to eat in other ways?
I prefer to be tantalised. (No Change)

13. Is gaining a sexual "thing" for you?
The human mind lives in a sea of sensations. Myriad stimulations provide an cornucopia of responses for this complicated organ. I do find that as my body changes (up or down in weight!), the sensations change, making sex a greater combination of sensations. So, yes, it is a sexual thing, as weight gain makes sex better! (No Change)

15. Are you strictly a Feedee or do you have Feeder tendencies also?
Over time the tendencies have changed. I like to think I've covered a broad spectrum. At this point I believe I have enough experience to say that, officially, I prefer being the feedee, but enjoy being a feeder very much.

16. Is it important to you that your partner know about your desires and goals in regards to weight gain? Important?
No. I’m happy about it though. (No Change)

17. Would you date another Feedee?
I’m not sure I’d date someone who wasn’t! (No Change)

-- Right now --
18. What do you weigh today?
482 pounds

19. What would you like to weigh?

Compound answer:280 pounds is my ultimate goal. It's big enough to be fat, but there aren't many serious trade offs in terms of mobility, fitting in and buying clothes.

In the short term, I'm aiming to be 500 pounds. Although an idea has been percolating that I'd like to try doubling Ian's weight. He's been twice my size, but I've never been twice his.

20. If possible, would you just fatten a certain part of yourself? What part?

I'd love to experience extreme weight gain in various parts of my body simply for the experience. I'd love to see what it's like to be extremely top or bottom heavy.

In the balance though, I'm pretty happy with my current shape, I suppose I'd like a little less belly and a little more hip, but not enough to worry about

21. Are you more into the gaining, the eating, or both equally?
Both equally

22. Who are your gaining idols?
Jeri and Ian are the only ones for me! Oh, and Elizia Volkmann Might as well add in Amy ;-)

23. If you could switch bodies with anyone else on Earth, who would it be? (person can be alive or dead)
I wish I could've been Ian when he was 600 pounds. He was so mindblowingly massive, I try to imagine what it was like, but I'm not sure I can come even close.

24. What did you eat at your last meal?
Bacon, eggs, toast, chocolate chip muffin, orange juice, milk, fruit salad

25. What will your next meal be?
Not entirely sure yet (No Change)

26. What is your favorite meal?
Variety is important to me, i might have cravings from time to time, but picking out one meal that I would choose ahead of any others wouldn't work, I'd be sick of it after three nights. (Good thing we don't have many left overs...)

27. What is your favorite dessert?
Cherry cheesecake (No Change)

28. What is your favorite beverage?
I’ve never settled on one. I like variety too much. (No Change)

29. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope. (No Change)

30. Does your family know about your gaining?
Yes.

31. Your friends?
Yes.

32. Co-workers?
It's not a secret, though I don't announce it. A few people know, and I'm sure it's been gossipped around

33. Anyone?
It's not a secret, though I don't announce it.

34. Do you ever regret your gaining? Why?
Sure, like most human beings many decisions have room for regret. This isn't something I wish I hadn't done, but there are a few regrets. I can't quite be the mother I thought I could be. I'm a good mom, but... feel like I could do more. Clothes are tough to come by, a lot of choices in life are dictated by what I can't do, not so much by what I want to do.

But, the experiences I've had far outweigh the regrets. While I doubt I'd have regretted not gaining weight, I'd never have known what I know now. With this knowledge, I would have regretted not gaining weight far more.

35. What is your most recent fat fantasy?
To achieve 500 pounds

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